It is possible that this is my last post...
Unfortunately, it is possible that this is my last post on this forum. This is a "cry of soul" of a desperate man who has lost faith in himself and in him strength. A man who tried to help everybody what he could to others, and from which all turned away when he most needed help.
Personally, I think I have everything to start working with the project. As it turned out, I do not have anything. Alas, I sometimes think that I can not pull it out of everything that I had turned over this year. Every day I am more myself in, and light to work on the project is becoming less and less. Alas, I confess - I stopped believing in my capabilities. I do not know if I should continue to work on making what I believe over time more than a year of work. Every day, I do not know where I begin, as time goes on.
Alas, I can not leave the project. It was my only relief to my very sad and far from rosy life. If you want me to cast a project and not tortured, tell me this. I am writing this with an aching heart and tears in my eyes.
I gave up. I can not do anything with this. I finished. I can not give the people of that thing they wanted to see in my project. I can not give it to myself, To prove I'm worth something.
I left on my thinking for one week. During this time, I decide that I should do with myself and with the my project. Unless of course, no one can help me find my way back. Alas, after that I might ever go away from you, as with other forums and I will destroy his absurd life until the very end, as I did before. I do not believe that I can be as it was before. Farewell ... or bye.
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