Ravenclaw105 2 Report post Posted December 13, 2009 I'm taking a long break from here, the reason is because I just found out my older brother hang himself. So I leave this message, I don't know when I'll be back. Take care everyone and have a great christmas, I know for sure I won't at least....... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leon 55 Report post Posted December 13, 2009 My apologies for your brother. Take as much time as needed. If you ever need an ear to bend, let me know. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Polraudio 122 Report post Posted December 13, 2009 Hope you get everything situated with him. And for god sakes don't leave him by him self and talk as calm as you can. See you soon. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leon 55 Report post Posted December 13, 2009 Pol, read a little closer, please. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Marked 197 Report post Posted December 14, 2009 Ravenclaw... I am so sorry, this is a tragedy. I was stunned when I read the post. I have an older and younger brother, and I just cannot believe what you must be going through... My thoughts will be with you and your well-being, I sincerely mean that. As the person who inspired me to start this forum, you will always be a legend here. I hope to one day see your return. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Midnight Assassin Report post Posted December 14, 2009 Man, I feel for you. I mean, my uncle passed away recently, but it was due to kidney/liver/heart failure and epilepsy. I feel so sorry for your loss, and I hope you can recover. You have my support all the way, mate. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kiriashi 117 Report post Posted December 14, 2009 It's such a terrible thing - to lose a family member. I can't imagine the pain you must be going through, but I can say that I know it is a terrible pain. I am so sorry Raven. If you ever need to talk, my IM is kiriashi@yahoo.com. Take all the time you need, and take care. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FranklinX 37 Report post Posted December 16, 2009 Take care Raven. Your family is in our hearts and prays. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
formlesstree4 18 Report post Posted December 16, 2009 I'm terribly sorry to hear that. My prayers and sympathies are with you and your family. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Blackbound 4 Report post Posted December 16, 2009 I hope you do well, and I pray you feel better and that things go well for your family, Im so sorry to hear about your brother, it would make anyone cry, please feel better. :( Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Midnight Assassin Report post Posted December 16, 2009 Hey if you need support, just add me on MSN at joshm_1195@hotmail.com or reach me at http://rebound.axxim.net/ - My username is Joshua. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ravenclaw105 2 Report post Posted December 22, 2009 Thanks everyone, it's been tought but it goes well. We recieve all the help we need, hopefully we'll make it through this. I myself feel better, I have accepted what happened and tries to deal with it as well as being supporting to the others in my family. The funeral will be on December 29th, it will be awefully hard for me and the others, but it's good it's this year, it's not fun starting the new year with a funeral. Hopefully I can be back in a near future, I really want to come back as soon as possible. But until then, I wish you all a merry christmas and a happy new year. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leon 55 Report post Posted December 22, 2009 -hug- I know it will be tough, but have a good new year. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ravenclaw105 2 Report post Posted December 30, 2009 Thank you =) The funeral was yesterday, it was very sad but still beautiful, it was a cold but still sunny day and the sun shone through the church windows, it felt like my brother was there with us. My 2 uncles played and sang Elton John - Circle of Life and it was indeed very beautiful and touching, it gave us a warm feeling. And I didn't kept the pain inside, I cried like the rest of my family and relatives, it was a very sad moment. It went on very well, and I'm happy we could give him a beautiful funeral. I hope I can be back soon to continue working on my games and such, but before that I want to wish you all a Happy New Year. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Marked 197 Report post Posted December 31, 2009 Happy new year to you too Ravenclaw. I'm glad the service went well. I look forward to your return here, but take your time. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ravenclaw105 2 Report post Posted January 26, 2010 Just a quick notice, me and my family is slowly recovering from our loss, but we know he will always be with us in spirit in our hearts. Myself is feeling much better, so I want to announce that I'm slowly returning to the board. I won't be posting much at the time, but I will check in once in a while and will slowly return working on my rpg game The Silent Snow. Those are are working on some mapping for the game, I would appreciate if you could send me a PM with your progress so I know, don't be afraid to contact me or anything just because of this incident. There's no dead-line so don't feel stressed, I'm just curious about the progress. If one or more of you have to cancel this, I fully understand and would appreciate if you told me so I can take over mapping of those maps you were working on =) Also, a message to polraudio: Don't worry about your first post, I fully understand you read the topic wrong and it's a simple mistake, so I'm not offended. I wanted you to know this =) Also I'm curious about the Select Stage Script, how's it going with it? If you want to cancel it, I fully understand and will find another way to fix this so no worry, I just want to check if things alright. Thanks everyone for your support and take care. Feel free to drop me a PM if you want to say anything, don't think this incident have affected me in person, I'm still the same Ravenclaw as before so don't hesitate to contact me no matter what it's about ^___^ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FranklinX 37 Report post Posted January 26, 2010 It's good to hear you are dealing with this well. If you ever stress out about it find a good physical activity such as working out or sex. Actually sex would be the best because sex is the best stress reliever. lol :lol: Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaylen 1 Report post Posted January 26, 2010 Welcome back, I'm sorry to say that my hard drive was wiped, and I lost all the work I did on your project and my own. By the way, sorry for your loss. I would have said that earlier, but I guess I missed this thread. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Marked 197 Report post Posted January 27, 2010 I'm pleased to hear that you are feeling better Ravenclaw. I hope it will get easier as time goes on. It's good to hear that you're slowly returning back here too, this place was inspired by you all those years ago. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ravenclaw105 2 Report post Posted January 28, 2010 It's good to hear you are dealing with this well. If you ever stress out about it find a good physical activity such as working out or sex. Actually sex would be the best because sex is the best stress reliever. lol :lol: Thank you =) lol, I highly doubt I will have sex since I don't even have a girlfriend. Althought I'm not really stressed either so I guess I'll do fine then ^__^ Welcome back, I'm sorry to say that my hard drive was wiped, and I lost all the work I did on your project and my own. By the way, sorry for your loss. I would have said that earlier, but I guess I missed this thread. Thank you =) Aww, that's no good, I feel sorry for you. Don't worry about my project, you can still cancel it if you feel like you can't help, I can always map myself ^^ Please let me know what you want, I respect your choice no matter what you choose to do =) Thanks, it's been hard but I fight it through and I'm trying to be supporting to the others in my family. I'm pleased to hear that you are feeling better Ravenclaw. I hope it will get easier as time goes on. It's good to hear that you're slowly returning back here too, this place was inspired by you all those years ago. Thanks a lot Marked, I sure hope so to. =) It means a lot that you still see me like an inspiration and as a legend, I'm blushing XD I have left and returned so many times now so it is feeling weird, but I plan to stay for as long as I can, althought I will take it easy in the beginning so I won't be fully activate just yet. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites