Arkbennett 16 Report post Posted March 30, 2010 I really just wanted to type this in the blog.. But I couldn't. Fatal error: Call to undefined method tagFunctions::fetchEntryTags() in /mounted-storage/home95a/sub009/sc47804-NPGF/rmxpunlimited.net/forums/admin/applications_addon/ips/blog/sources/classes/blogFunctions.php on line 1416 Someone should fix that. I'm frustrated, to the point of breaking down. When I say that, I mean, actually break down. Not 15 year old crying and throwing a tantrum, I mean - I don't know. Something. Not that. I broke my Playstation Controller yesterday, so no more PS3. On retrospect, I shouldn't have gotten so angry. Ami was watching, Ami shouldn't have to see me get so mad. She cried. I feel terrible. It wasn't just the game. Someone else used my controller and got it greasy, it felt alien. And it bothered me. When that bothered me, other things bothered me and I couldn't focus. Then I started losing, then I started doubting myself. I'm not good at anything, except maybe games. And I'm not even good enough at that. I didn't show up at work, hopefully they'll finally fire me. I should have been a long time ago. But then, no money = no support for Ami, and how will I pay off the state? I shouldn't have been arrested anyways. Why should I have to pay the state for something like THAT? Today. I tried to make a game. It wasn't there. The creativity, I couldn't even make the first map. I closed without saving. Today is another day I starve. I don't have adequate food, I can't afford it. Canned peas or corn today? Where is the enthusiasm in me? It used to be here. I don't know what else to say, and I don't know what I'm looking for in responses. I guess I just wanted my feelings written down. Later. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FranklinX 37 Report post Posted March 31, 2010 I am sorry to hear life has not been good lately. I hope things will turn around. Just have faith and try your hardest to make things better. You will be in my prays. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dark Den 4 Report post Posted March 31, 2010 I feel sorry for you. I hope you have some good luck and success.Don't lose hope and keep trying. I pray that good fortune comes your way Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
