TheSchneid

I need help... can anyone tell me.. is it normal to miss someone constantly me and my gf have been going out for 2 months,.. as i said in my previous post about me cutting her name on my arm or chest.. anyway... Can someone tell me... is it normal for me to miss someone as soon as they go.. its getting to the point sometimes ive come close to crying i miss her that bad... I dont really like telling things like this much... but i jsut needed some help on this.. and some possible advice on how to get rid of this feeling Thanks =] I didnt come to this site to do this... but this is the second time ive done it lol

I would buy a copy... but ive never seen the game before other than in a demo.. If i had it on game i would set up my PS2 again lol and its a Sony version of Final Fantasy basically its from an old anime though which strangely enough was called The Legend Of Dragoon hehe :P

How the hell do i put friend bars in my siggy...? the only thing i can do is save the image... but you cant put them on siggy that way...

haha i have both those programs =] i also have maaaany more lol got to love creative master suite 4 =] and thanks =] how do i take it? :P im a nooblet remember hehehe :P i dont know these things hehe

can someone tell me what you use to make the friend bars?? ive been wondering for a few days.. and yeah i would like to make one... even though i have no friends xD :P *In head.... i hope people say there my friends* heheheh :P

ahhh i see... didnt know that lol but what if it was on a site that owns it.. and they gave it free???

I dont see why talking about emulators is wrong...

For the past 5 or so months ive been after a PS1 game called Legend Of Dragoon.. I played it as a child and i remembered what it was called several months ago.. i want to get it so i can play it on an emulator for the computer.,.. so far ive found 3 copies of this game on the internet... but every time i download them they dont work.. if anyone happens to have this game working.. and remember where they got it from and what emulator they use.. i would be so happy if they could tell me... Thanks =] Schneid.. out.. why the hell did i put that!!??

heeh xD well.. i do enjoy the pain lol and your quite correct.. she is a bit ob a bad influnence in some ways.. shes really mean to me *sulks* but its only a playful kind of mean but i love her more than anything.. and i would do anything for her *CHEESEY MOMENT* we have been together for like... 2 and a quarter months now.. but i feel as if we have been together for years...and she said she feels the same *END OF CHEESEY MOMENT* so yeah... and i think i know what im doing... its propably true that i might need help... ive often thoguht that maybe i am possibly a bit "insane". i dont know if thats the eight word to use.. by the way... sorry aboput mistakes... jsut woken up heh

will do :P hmm.. 5 am... should go to sleep.. but i cba lol

She never asked me to lol i just did it.. but she asked to see when i told her lol And i never cut deep anyway.. Only ever goes deep enough to leave a mark for a while and cause pain... I know im not doing myself any favours here saying all this... but i do it very rarely anyway... depends on my mood.. im either exceptionally happy.. or exceptionally depressed lol

wh would we bash you.. dont be silly... wyzrd appears to be nice and caring.. and i know myself that im lovely (not bigheaded) but they are good =] and if you have a webcam.. use that =] unless you dont.. in which case you cant hehe

thats really good =] nothing to be ashamed about there =] i wish i could draw cartoons lol i completely suck at them lol but i think both pictures are really good =]

so what if you didnt draw it.. you coloured it in.,.. better than nothing =] post it.. wont harm you.. noones gonna laugh

I stood up and wiped dust and dirt from my clothes that were by now little more than rags. I muttered to myself out loud, "I was not intending on hurting him, unless he attacked me. And you might not rule with an iron fist, but you are most cunning indeed. You are like a fox, you keep your intentions hidden, and saying words making people turn there back on what they are." I looked for the gun and saw it ontop of a pile of rubble, i picked it up. "Hmm, seems he thinks he can do anything." I looked all round the gun, the only mark on it was a slight dent on the bottom. I put it in my pocket and continued to walk back to the bunker. I then checked my arm and noticed that where he had grasped me, It was weeping an odd deep and dark violet colour. "Damn it, it isnt even blood anymore!!" I looked around and saw a slightly ripped and torn black tshirt."Well, it isnt a designer label, but its better than this. This has more holes than fabric." I chuckled and changed into the other tshirt. "Well, better get back, dont want people thinking ive been turned now."

As i sat down, Tom jsut said.. "So..The thought has bugged me for a while now. Ever since what happened a few hours ago. I'd like to know what you really are. I just sat and watched him for several minutes, making the tension build up and build up. Then I simply said, "Im a human that hasnt forgotten who he really is... A few moments of silence. Then I ask.."How about yourself?" I intently stared right at him, and although he might have been bulletproof and very strong, I could see him slightly withering in my stare. He answered, "Im a zombie". I just laughed at this, then said, "No your not, your a human, that has allowed himself to be turned. You still have intelligence, and brains. Your still human, your jsut allowing yourself to be used for bad. True they have infected you, but you can fight it, but your not. Your following there orders. We are propably the same you and I, but i havent forgotten who I am, I havent forgotten who our comrades are. You however have, you have dropped your standards, becoming little more than an animal." I could see him becoming very agitated, and nervous, as he knew i was speaking the truth. Every word of it. Just as he was about to say something i cut him off saying.. "Until you learn to fight what you are, you wont be anything more than a little pet dog, a very dangerous dog, but a pet dog nonetheless. Ill leave the decision and choice up to you. You can either fight for your race and be a person, who has opportunities. Or be an animal in a zombie army and have nothing left in the world no friends, no family, no nothing. You might very well live forever, but what would be the point of living forever if theres nothing left for you to live for?? I will go now, I know you have intelligence still, so i hope you will think on this." I could tell on his face that he was already thinking about everything and that he was stating to question his "new" ideals. I left him knowing that i had told him very little about my condition, and that he would still be quite curious about it. I walked out of the chemist's and smiled. I achieved what i had come to the place for, made him question himself, made him think about his past life again, instead of embracing his now pointless existence. I slowly walked back to the bunker knowing that there was nothing about to attack me on the way....

31. If its a CD shop.. take the CD out of the shop and if they accuse you of stealing.. just say.. im testing.. want to know if the CD works.. and what the songs are, then bring the CD back broken and say.. damn CD didnt work.. 32. Go in the shop and get all the eggs and break them open.. if anyone asks... your just checking to see the ratio of double yolks to normal yolks (the orange stuff in the egg)

okily dokily =] thanks for the advice =]

go for it =] i dont mind hehe =] and thank you wyzrd =] maybe when im able ill try to get more on here

this is gonna sound weird.. and im not after attention (just incase you think it) Read entire thing before judging me... PLEASE!! Right.. well.. A few weeks back my gf was really upset and depressed and said she had cut herself on purpose... her being unhappy made me really upset and i got really depressed myself.. and like always when i get like that i do really silly things and well this time i saw the razor blade i use for sharpening pencils and i cut myself on the shoulder a few times... When my gf had got into a better frame of mind i told her what i had done and she asked if she could see.. so i showed her..and weirdly enough she quite liked it... and since then every so often i will cut into the top of my arm or my chest her name or some thing like that. i did used to cut sometimes... but i had a lot of things going on.. but now its different... i do it cos my gf likes it..and cos i think in my opinion it shows affection.. as causing yourself pain for someone.. I know this is a very strange thing to do for someone Im not emo or anything like that,,, and doing it doesnt hurt particuarly.. and im not doing it for attention... I just like... do it without thinking lol Now i know im weird as i quite like the pain... and that.. but i felt this needed saying.. i know i dont particuarly know anyone.. and this will propably lower everyones thoughts of me.. but this is the only place i could think of that people will give me there honest opinion.. Ive been told by several people now that i need psychiatric help.. but i dont agree... what i do to myself is my choice... and it doesnt harm anyone else... I know what everyone must be thinking reading this... that im a freak and that i need to get a life and stop wasting time.. and i dont know where im going with this... or how to end it... so ill just stop hehe xD

As I looked out of the door, I saw that it was Tom again. He smiled at me, i was curious as to why he had come back. Just as i was about to open the door he went, cautiously i slowly openend it and saw that he had left a note. I picked it up and read, Message: Friedritch, if I can remember your name properly, I would like to talk to you. You have nothing to loose; I cannot infect you. Please meet my by the Chemist tonight around 7:00. I will have all zombies leave the area. ~Tom. hmm... this could be a trap... but what if he is telling the truth...i know... ill go.. but il take my special pistol he wont be expecting that.. if he does anything ill just use the beam of light and remove his head from his body.. he might be able to reflect bullets.. but an intense beam of light that matches the sun in strength.. i think not...so ill go and ill be cautious. I slowly walked out of the bunker, having made sure i had a knife and my "pistol". I began to make my way to the chemist, making sure to look in every direction incase of surprise attacks. I reached the chemist and saw a faint glow... hmm.. must be a light.. like a candle on then I went inside and saw Tom sitting down on a rotting wooden chair. Well.. hello traitor.. He mumbles at this.. then says.. Hello

well.. heres a few then lol there not very good pictures themselves.. have to use webcam to take them...it sucks lol but anyway...thereee damn.. run out of space lol...

Right im bored so... whats everyones favourite song/s ever?? mine are: Blue Monday Eva Dreams In Digital Opticon Chasing Sirens By Orgy Goodnight By The Birthday Massacre Lovesong More Than Love She Said She Said How Soon Is Now? By Snake River Conspiracy Someday Soon Systeme De Sexe Nvr Say Nvr Look At U By Julien-K can you tell how bored i am by writing that list out?? haha

27. Go to the drinks aisle grab a 2 litre bottle.. of any fizzy drink,, precede to shake for 5 mins then.. shout,... "Foam party!!!!" let rip with bottle and spray everywhere 28. Get a group of friends then run around the store firing paintball guns at each other, turning the shop into a paint ball park :P

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