Sorry for the double post.
But i am feeling sad again :( . My gf (or ex now) has gone from loving me too hating me now, i dont know why. After we had to break up she said we could still be friends and never called or spoke to me for week now :(
I feel lonely nowadays. As soon as i come home it seems like all my friends are gone. No one comes online on any site anymore. Been 3 weeks anyone called me to talk. I have no friends near by. I only live with my parents and we don't have very long or fun conversations at all.
When i am lonely i feel sad and i have nothing to do so i jsut spend my days listening to songs, hardly speaking cuz i got no friends to talk to at home.
Only in school its a bit of fun but even there no one seems to trust me. Everyone tells each other secrets but no one tells them to me so i cant take part in most of the conversations. I am still wondering why they never tell me cuz i have never told any one any secrets that i have come to know, instead they just tell a few people and those people arent even trustworthy :( .
I'm sad.....lonely......bored...time goes by but i dont seem to care anymore